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everyday os a winding road Sep. 9th, 2004 @ 04:58 pm
so, here i am again. at school. waiting for class. i am so bored. steph met me up here last nigth for a poetry reading! it was so cool...these people were amazing! ANd i met a boy! who writes poetry adn seemed like he may like me, for a friend at least! it's cool. i'll see him in like two weeks when they have another reading. sigh. it was really fun, adn the group of people seems to be really cool. who knows...maybe i'll even get the courage to go up there and read somehting! woohoo! who knows. sigh. i am alright, not great...gah. these two boys i tell ya...i wish they would just talk to me...i mean...who knows. just when things get okay with one, they fall apart with the other. and i am begining to get over brnadon a little. i mean, we are meant to be together, and he's going to realize it, but i'm not gonna wait for it to happen. i just hate that he can find time now to hang out with people(including girls) when he couldn't when we were together. it just hurts because it shows that he really didn't love me like i thought. i mean...he would have found time if he did, ya know? sigh...what can i do though. who knows. i really do miss having him though, there are so many times that i just want to call him up, but then i remeber i can't. i wish we'd never broken up. and i wish he loved me again like he once did, but he is going to. i know it. i have to beleive that. sigh. then tehre is the other boy, and who knows what is gogin on there...any kind of feeling i had that were more then just slight friendship have pretty much diminished. so whatever. i mean...i am still angry at him for doing this...i feel very used. i mean...yeah. he pretty much used me to get what he wanted, and he lied when he said all those things to me...because now he doesn't even talk to me, and yeah, he's busy, but he doesn't TRY, do i expect to much of my guy friends? or just the ones i have a history with? why do i keep repeating this pattern???sigh. i am really just sick of it, but who knows. all i know is i miss brandon more then anything, but i am doing okay. it's hard and painful, but i am doing alright, *my green eyes are gonna look so pretty, no one's gonna know i cried* sigh...still have twenty minuets of nothingness time lol, think i am gonna go find somewhere to erad my book at...later.
Current Mood: hopeful
listening to...: love is a good thing, sheryl crow

i hate the world today... Sep. 8th, 2004 @ 08:55 pm
Goodbye to You
Michelle Branch

Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said

"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star


so. why is brandon so stupid? i mean...he has to love me still...doesn't he? or were the last three years pretend(like the song says)i don't understand what i did to deserve this...but i tried to find something right away to fill this emptyness...and i found someone to help fill it a tiny bit...but now he's turned into an idiot too. why do guys keep hurting me? that's it..the end. i am never going to trust another boy again. seriously. why should i??? Males just end up hurting me...it's been that way since i was born...

everywhere you look... Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 06:30 pm
oh goodness. talked to mom about my uncle. it's really bad. i don't want him to die. of goddess...sigh. tried to call brandon to tlak to him about it...he's not home...of with friends again. oh goddess. sigh, i'm sad....
Current Mood: scared
listening to...: full house theme song

Aug. 23rd, 2004 @ 08:32 am
( some of my poems... )

Aug. 21st, 2004 @ 10:29 am
so, last night was a long night, but i'm okay...i must be...i'm here aren't I? but anyways. Goodness. my mind hurts...not my head just my mind...i wish that i could think clearly enough about all this and him to write...pain is good for writing...it would give me lots of material..but alas...i can't, i've tried, and i can't. maybe because i just can't sort out my feelings...sigh. why does this have to be so hard? so i am just gonna steal other people's words to explain how i feel

( Do what i have to do-sarah mclachlan )
Other entries
» fill it out about me...
Basic Questions
1. What is my full name? (first, middle, and last)
2. Where was I born?
3. When is my birthday?
4. How old am I? (exact age, for example: 13 and 2 months)
5. How many pets do I have and what are they?
6. How many siblings do I have and who are they?
7. What is my eye color?
8. What is my hair color?
9. How tall am I?
10. Take a guess at my weight?

My Favortites
1. Color:
2. TV show:
3. Movie:
4. Song:
5. Band/Singer:
6. Food
7. Day of the week:
8. Season:
9. Website:
10. Game:
11. Thing to do when I have nothing else to do:
12. Holiday:
13. Hobby:
14. Sport:
15. Person:

Other Questions
1. How long have we known eachother?
2. How long have we been friends?
3. What was your first impression of me?
4. When you saw me, did you think I was popular or dorky?
5. What is the funniest thing I ever said to you?
6. What is the stupiedest thing I ever said to you?
7. When was a time I really annoyed you?
8. When was a time you had fun with me?
9. When was a time I was really down in dumps?
10. When was a time I was on cloud nine?
11. What is my best quality?
12. What is my best feature?
13. Have you ever been jealous of me, if so when?
14. Are you currently jealous of me in any way, is so why?
15. Have you ever wanted to be in my shoes for any moment, if so when?
16. What is something you think I take for granted?
17. What is something you know is important to me?
18. Do you think I have ever been inlove, if so with who?
19. Who is someone I hate?
20. Who do you think is my best friend?
21. Who do you think I will marry?
22. Who will be my maid of honor at my wedding?
23. How old do you think I will be when I get married?
24. Am I... (put a * next to ones that sort of am, ** next to ones I am, and *** next to ones I really am.)
-nice
-mean
-funny
-caring
-understanding
-pretty
-ugly
-weird
-interesting
-confusing
-a good friend
-smart
-stupid
-popular
25. Can you come to me for advise?
26. What is the best advise I ever gave you?
27. What is the best advise you could give me?
28. Have I always been there for you?
29. Do you think I always will be there for you?
30. If you were describing me to someone else, what would you tell them?
31. What song reminds you of me?
32. What do you think my #1 wish is?
33. Do you regret doing or saying anything to me in the past, if so what?
34. Have a secret confession to make to me?
35. Do you love me? (in a friend way)
Aug. 18th, 2004 @ 01:36 pm
» red!
omg. Steph put red highlights in my hair
BRIGHT red highlights!'
Saw brandon
said a few words
gave him note
told him to call adn left.
Aug. 16th, 2004 @ 04:01 pm
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You Know You've Been in Chorus too Long If...

When you hear music you start marking time.

You instantly start tapping the rhythm to ANY song you hear.

You can remember the order of flats and sharps easier then your name.

When you CAN sight-read.

All letters past G are not important.

All numbers past eight are not important.

You were never great in math, but you can convert time signatures (IE: 4/4 into 2/4) without thinking twice.

Your math teacher knows the only way you'll ever understand anything is if she relates it to music.

You point out the key changes in songs on the radio.

You lament about the inadequate quality of the voice singing on the radio in your friend's car

A good excuse for anything is, "Its a musician thing."

All your friends are in chorus.

Half the people you know play at least the piano fairly well.

When non-chorus friends ask you how your life is, you say, "OH! Our director is such a..." or "We just won straight superiors at state!" or "I HAVE to tell you about what Justin did on the bus this time!!!"

You accidentally call your director "Mom."

You repeat calling her Mom until she posts a sign in the chorus room that says, "This is NOT your bedroom. I am NOT YOUR MOTHER. I will NOT pick up after you."

You'd rather DIE then go to class or a rehearsal without a sharpened pencil, full water bottle, a bottle of Tylenol, your Music, a WARM sweatshirt, and an empty bladder.

Law of Nature I-You WILL have to pee ten minutes into class, no matter how long you sit on the toilet.

Law of Nature II-Everyone will have a crush or go out with at least one other person in chorus.

One of your favorites past times is gossiping about the official chorus couples.











A decent soprano is a dime a dozen, but directors have to beg to convince halfway alright tenors not to quit.

You know you'll freeze unless you bring a sweatshirt.

It doesn’t matter how long you've been in chorus-you never learn that lesson.





You have learned the difference between Chorus guys and Drama guys- Chorus guys will look when you get dressed; drama guys won't.

Law of Nature V-The chorus room is always kept at 50 degrees below zero.

Do all your doctors appointments, surgeries, and getting sick BEFORE CHRISTMAS. You won't have time afterwards.

Law of Nature VI-You WILL get sick just before Districts.

You have learned every part to all the songs each group sings for Festival because you've heard them so many times.

If necessary you can carry your entire section.

You catch mistakes the director doesn’t and make SURE they are fixed before she does.

You have learned at least your part to all your songs by Mid-February.

You know a substitute doesn’t always mean study hall, but class is more fun without the director.

Within five minutes after every concert, you know what went wrong, who screwed up, who the director will kill first, write her sermon on concert etiquette she'll give first thing Monday morning the next week and where you're going afterwards.

The director is always right.

Even when she is wrong the director is always right.

If something out of the ordinary happens, slowly walk away, don't ask questions, and whatever you do don't tell the director.

You know to drill into the freshmen one of the most Important Rules of
Chorus-If you don't know it, DON'T SING.

Murphy's Law of State Festival-If someone has a chance to screw up a song, it will happen.

If there are two dozen tough spots in a piece of music, there will be another dozen.







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You proudly lament about that dress from the first day you get it as a Freshman till the day you graduate.

The director is tired of hearing your Dress Laments.

You have as many Dress Laments as the director has Sermons.

You've worn it to take your brother trick or treating, but you wouldn't DARE wear it to a costume party.

You've worn it to a funeral.

You've worn it when you do a project on the Salem Witch Trials.

You decide to keep it after you graduate, because it holds so many memories of your years in chorus.

You remember most of the songs from Freshman year.

You know acapella means three to five months of hell.



Appreciate the times when you sit while singing-it won't happen very often.

A reason to love sight reading - you're usually sitting.



You actually enjoy going to rehearsals.

When you are alone, you suffocate cause there's no one telling you when to breathe.





You breathe a sigh of relief when you realize your dresses aren't as bad as some of the others around the county.

You want to kill your director for making you sit there in the auditorium listening to BAD choruses sing without eating lunch first...its torture I tell you!

You are NEVER without a pen and a pad of paper for note passing reasons.


While everyone else wants to kill the other choruses, you want to kill your director.

If you look at the judges you WILL forget your music-DON'T DO IT!



Whenever you do a buddy search, you only use words like "Musician" "Chorus" and "Singing".

At least one screen name or e-mail address has something to do with music.


You can put on your dress, makeup, tie your sash, and lament about your dress in less then two minutes.
Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 11:07 pm
» bold the ones that are true and add some more
01. I'm single.
02. I love chocolate
03. I love Rent.
04. I have a MAJOR crush on Adam Pascal.
05. I think gay marriage should be approved.
06. I love to sing.
07. I enjoy scrapbooking.
08. I love the color red.
09. I hate scary movies.
10. I LOVE hugs.
11. I like to take pictures.
12. I am a blonde.
13. I love dark chocolate.
14. My parents are still together.
15. I get amused easily sometimes
16. I have a sister.
17. I love Strong Bad.
18. I want to go to college.
19. I love The Nightmare Before Christmas.
20. I am afraid of losing loved ones.
21. I hate social studies.
22. Math is pointless.
23. I know that I need more sleep!
24. I like to write poetry.
25. Hypocrites piss me off.
26. I want my driver's permit!
27. I get emotionally involved.
28. I'm obsessed with musical theater.
29. I love fall.
30. I love to write.
31. I love evanessence.
33. I'm involved in  school plays.
34. I'm a Fine Arts student.
35. I believe in God.
36. I tend to hate jerks.
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I went through braces.
39. I'm an Internet Nut
40. AIM takes up 1/8 of my life.
41. I love giving gifts.
42. I enjoy recieving them as well
43. I'm quiet in some classes and loud in others.
44. I love watching films.
45. I am very crazy.
46. I take piano lessons.
47. I want to live in NYC.
48. I want to be a Broadway actress.
49. I love food
50. I want a $#&%ing job!
51. I love shopping.
52. I love Reeses.
53. I have lots of nicknames.
54. I love Ed Debevics!
55. I've had a livejournal for less than a year.
56. I'm lazy
57. My favorite movie is Waiting for Guffman.
58. I love indie flicks.
59. My parents are crazy. >.<
60. All my boyfriends have sucked.
61. I hate Hillary Duff!
62. I scare people sometimes.
63. I think snobby people suck.
64. Immature people don't suck, because I'M ONE OF THEM!!!!
65. I prefer the internet to the TV.
66. I can cry and not be sad.
67. I take a shower every day.
68. I hate to get interrupted.
69. I hate it when people ignores me or irritates me.
70. I sing in the shower.
71. I wish I had a penpal.
72. hate scratched CD's or DVD's
73. I love brown haired guys.
74. And guys with green eyes.
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I like to act.
77. I hate my figure..
78. My friends are loud but awesome.
79. I take voice lessons.
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment.
81. I hate taking antidepressants.
82. I love concerts!
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again.
84. I love American Idol.
85. I love staying at home and doing nothing
86. I see a therapist.
87. I hate running
88. I'm a dreamer.
89. I want to have kids.
90. I think thongs are pointless.
91. I love to ramble about random things.
92. If I leave my hair to dry it usually goes all wavey and big.
93. I have more than one best friend.
94. My hero is Jonathan Larson.
95. I like cats.
96. I want to get through my depression.
97. I hate it when parents take sides.
98. I hate lettuce.
99. My birthday is in March.
100. I love recieving e-mail.

Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 09:25 pm
» oh my.....
You Know You're From Michigan When...
You define summer as three months of bad sledding.

You think Alkaline batteries were named for a Tiger outfielder.

You can identify an Ohio accent.

Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack and a bucket of smelt.

Owning a Japanese car is a hanging offense in your hometown.

You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre.

The Big Mac is something that you drive across.

You believe that "down south" means Toledo.

You bake with soda and drink pop.

You drive 75 on the highway and you pass on the right.

Your Little League baseball game was snowed out.

You learned how to drive a boat before you learned how to ride a bike.

You know how to pronounce "Mackinac".

The word "thumb" has a geographical rather than an anatomical significance.

You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week.

You expect Vernor's when you order ginger ale.

You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but that it isn't far from Hell.

Your favorite holidays are Christmas, Thanksgiving, the opening of deer season and Devil's Night.

Your snowmobile, lawn mower and fishing boat all have big block Chevy engines.

At least one person in your family disowns you for the week of the Michigan/Michigan State football game.

You know what a millage is.

Traveling coast to coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon.

Half the change in your pocket is Canadian, eh.

You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on your left hand.

You know what a "Yooper" is.

Your car rusts out before you need the brakes done

Half the people you know say they are from Detroit... yet you don't personally know anyone who actually lives in Detroit

"Up North" means north of Clare.

You know what a pastie is.

You occasionally cheer "Go Lions- and take the Tigers with you."

Snow tires come standard on all your cars.

At least 25% of your relatives work for the auto industry.

You don't understand what the big deal about Chicago is.

Octopus and hockey go together as naturally as hot dogs and baseball.

You know more about chill factors and lake effect than you'd EVER like to know!

Your snowblower has more miles on it than your car.

Shoveling the driveway constitutes a great upper body workout.

When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left."

You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms.

You never watch the Weather Channel - you can just assume they're wrong.

The snowmen you make in your front yard actually freeze. Solid.

The snow freezes so hard that you can actually walk across it and not break it or leave any marks.

All your shoes are called "tennis shoes", even though no one here plays tennis anyway.

Your major school field trip includes camping and cross-country skiing.

Half your friends have a perfect sledding hill right in their own backyard.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Michigan.
Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 08:36 pm
» oh man

You Know You Grew Up in the 80s When...
Bold all that apply.

You ever ended your sentence with "psych"
You solved the Rubics cube... by peeling off the stickers
You watched the pound puppies
You can sing the rap to "the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air"
You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish
You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls
You know what 'Whoa' comes from Blossom
Three words: M.C. Hammer
You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner"
You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales"
If you played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long!
Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics
You ever watched Fraggle Rock
You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike
You remember When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons
You wore a pony tail to the side of your head
You saw the original Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on the big screen
You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school
You made your mom buy you one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side
You had a Kirk Cameron poster on your bedroom wall
You wore a Jordache jean jacket and you were proud of it
L.A. GEAR
Your mother wouldn't let you have garbage pail kids
You wanted to change your name to Jem in Kindergarten
You remember reading "Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing" and all the Ramona books
You know the profound meaning of "Wax on,Wax off"
You wanted to be a Goonie
You ever wore fluorescent, neon if you will, clothing
You wanted to be on StarSearch
You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off
You took Lunch pales to school
You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the ONLY female smurf
You remember the craze, and then banning of slap bracelets
You still get the urge to use "NOT" at the end of every statement you make
You remember Hypercolor T-shirts
Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band
You remember Punky Brewster
You loved Howard the duck
You thought Sheera and He-Man should hook up
You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged "friendship bracelets"
You ever owned a pair of Jelly Shoes
After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you couldn't stop saying "I know you are but what am I?"
You remember "I've fallen...and I can't get up!"
You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
You ever got seriously injured on a slip and slide
You know not to mix poprocks and soda
You have played with a 'skip-it'
You had or went to a birthday party at McDonald's
You learned oldies songs by watching Alvin and the Chipmunks
You had a Glow Worm or watched the cartoons
You remember dancing along with the Bangles in "Walk Like An Egyptian"
If you remember Heathcliff the orange cat
You saw the California Raisins Christmas claymation special
You've gone through this list occasionally saying "That wasn't from the 80's"
You remember Popples
DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!
You wore socks over tights with high-top Reeboks
You wore like 8 pairs of socks at once, scrunched down
MISS MARY MACK MACK MACK ALL DRESSED IN BLACK BLACK BLACK.....
You remember boom boxes instead of CD players
You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies
You remember the Transformers
You know what it meant to say "care bear stare!!"
You remember Rainbow Bright and My Little Pony Tales
You remember watching TV thinking Doogie Howser was hot!
You remember Alf, the little furry brown alien from Melmac
You remember the large amounts of hairspray used
You remember those very stylish headbands
You remember Rosie the Robot
You remember the beggining of New Kids on the Block
You remember watching The Cosby show
You remember Mr.Belvadere
You remember Michael J. Fox in Family Ties and Back to the Future
You know all the names of the gang from "Saved by the Bell"
You know all the words to Bon Jovi's "shot through the heart" song

 

 

 
 

 


 


Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 08:31 pm
» i think i may have missed some...

Instructions: Bold the Books you've read and add some more that are not on here to the bottom.

1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen   (i'm only half way through)
3. His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman
4. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
7. Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne
8. Nineteen Eighty-Four, George Orwell
9. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis
10. Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë
11. Catch-22, Joseph Heller
12. Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë
13. Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks
14. Rebecca, Daphne du Maurier
15. The Catcher in the Rye, JD Salinger
16. The Wind in the Willows, Kenneth Grahame
17. Great Expectations, Charles Dickens
18. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott
19. Captain Corelli's Mandolin, Louis de Bernieres
20. War and Peace, Leo Tolstoy
21. Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell
22. Harry Potter And The Sorcerer's Stone, JK Rowling
23. Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling
24. Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling
25. The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien
26. Tess Of The D'Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy
27. Middlemarch, George Eliot
28. A Prayer For Owen Meany, John Irving
29. The Grapes Of Wrath, John Steinbeck
30. Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
31. The Story Of Tracy Beaker, Jacqueline Wilson
32. One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Gabriel García Márquez
33. The Pillars Of The Earth, Ken Follett
34. David Copperfield, Charles Dickens
35. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl
36. Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson
37. A Town Like Alice, Nevil Shute
38. Persuasion, Jane Austen
39. Dune, Frank Herbert
40. Emma, Jane Austen
41. Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery
42. Watership Down, Richard Adams
43. The Great Gatsby, F Scott Fitzgerald
44. The Count Of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas
45. Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh
46. Animal Farm, George Orwell
47. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens
48. Far From The Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy
49. Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian
50. The Shell Seekers, Rosamunde Pilcher
51. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett
52. Of Mice And Men, John Steinbeck
53. The Stand, Stephen King
54. Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy
55. A Suitable Boy, Vikram Seth
56. The BFG, Roald Dahl
57. Swallows And Amazons, Arthur Ransome
58. Black Beauty, Anna Sewell
59. Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer
60. Crime And Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsky
61. Noughts And Crosses, Malorie Blackman
62. Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden
63. A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dickens
64. The Thorn Birds, Colleen McCollough
65. Mort, Terry Pratchett
66. The Magic Faraway Tree, Enid Blyton
67. The Magus, John Fowles
68. Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
69. Guards! Guards!, Terry Pratchett
70. Lord Of The Flies, William Golding
71. Perfume, Patrick Süskind
72. The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists, Robert Tressell
73. Night Watch, Terry Pratchett
74. Matilda, Roald Dahl
75. Bridget Jones's Diary, Helen Fielding
76. The Secret History, Donna Tartt
77. The Woman In White, Wilkie Collins
78. Ulysses, James Joyce
79. Bleak House, Charles Dickens
80. Double Act, Jacqueline Wilson
81. The Twits, Roald Dahl
82. I Capture The Castle, Dodie Smith
83. Holes, Louis Sachar
84. Gormenghast, Mervyn Peake
85. The God Of Small Things, Arundhati Roy
86. Vicky Angel, Jacqueline Wilson
87. Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
88. Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons
89. Magician, Raymond E Feist
90. On The Road, Jack Kerouac
91. The Godfather, Mario Puzo
92. The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Jean M Auel
93. The Colour Of Magic, Terry Pratchett
94. The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
95. Katherine, Anya Seton
96. Kane And Abel, Jeffrey Archer
97. Love In The Time Of Cholera, Gabriel García Márquez
98. Girls In Love, Jacqueline Wilson
99. The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot
100. Midnight's Children, Salman Rushdie
101. Three Men In A Boat, Jerome K. Jerome
102. Small Gods, Terry Pratchett
103. The Beach, Alex Garland
104. Dracula, Bram Stoker
105. Point Blanc, Anthony Horowitz
106. The Pickwick Papers, Charles Dickens
107. Stormbreaker, Anthony Horowitz
108. The Wasp Factory, Iain Banks
109. The Day Of The Jackal, Frederick Forsyth
110. The Illustrated Mum, Jacqueline Wilson
111. Jude The Obscure, Thomas Hardy
112. The Secret Diary Of Adrian Mole Aged 13¾, Sue Townsend
113. The Cruel Sea, Nicholas Monsarrat
114. Les Misérables, Victor Hugo
115. The Mayor Of Casterbridge, Thomas Hardy
116. The Dare Game, Jacqueline Wilson
117. Bad Girls, Jacqueline Wilson
118. The Picture Of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde
119. Shogun, James Clavell
120. The Day Of The Triffids, John Wyndham
121. Lola Rose, Jacqueline Wilson
122. Vanity Fair, William Makepeace Thackeray
123. The Forsyte Saga, John Galsworthy
124. House Of Leaves, Mark Z. Danielewski
125. The Poisonwood Bible, Barbara Kingsolver
126. Reaper Man, Terry Pratchett
127. Angus, Thongs And Full-Frontal Snogging, Louise Rennison
128. The Hound Of The Baskervilles, Arthur Conan Doyle
129. Possession, A. S. Byatt
130. The Master And Margarita, Mikhail Bulgakov
131. The Handmaid's Tale, Margaret Atwood
132. Danny The Champion Of The World, Roald Dahl
133. East Of Eden, John Steinbeck
134. George's Marvellous Medicine, Roald Dahl
135. Wyrd Sisters, Terry Pratchett
136. The Color Purple, Alice Walker
137. Hogfather, Terry Pratchett
138. The Thirty-Nine Steps, John Buchan
139. Girls In Tears, Jacqueline Wilson
140. Sleepovers, Jacqueline Wilson
141. All Quiet On The Western Front, Erich Maria Remarque
142. Behind The Scenes At The Museum, Kate Atkinson
143. High Fidelity, Nick Hornby
144. It, Stephen King
145. James And The Giant Peach, Roald Dahl
146. The Green Mile, Stephen King
147. Papillon, Henri Charriere
148. Men At Arms, Terry Pratchett
149. Master And Commander, Patrick O'Brian
150. Skeleton Key, Anthony Horowitz
151. Soul Music, Terry Pratchett
152. Thief Of Time, Terry Pratchett
153. The Fifth Elephant, Terry Pratchett
154. Atonement, Ian McEwan
155. Secrets, Jacqueline Wilson
156. The Silver Sword, Ian Serraillier
157. One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest, Ken Kesey
158. Heart Of Darkness, Joseph Conrad
159. Kim, Rudyard Kipling
160. Cross Stitch, (aka Outlander) Diana Gabaldon
161. Moby Dick, Herman Melville
162. River God, Wilbur Smith
163. Sunset Song, Lewis Grassic Gibbon
164. The Shipping News, Annie Proulx
165. The World According To Garp, John Irving
166. Lorna Doone, R. D. Blackmore
167. Girls Out Late, Jacqueline Wilson
168. The Far Pavilions, M. M. Kaye
169. The Witches, Roald Dahl
170. Charlotte's Web, E. B. White
171. Frankenstein, Mary Shelley
172. They Used To Play On Grass, Terry Venables and Gordon Williams
173. The Old Man And The Sea, Ernest Hemingway
174. The Name Of The Rose, Umberto Eco
175. Sophie's World, Jostein Gaarder
176. Dustbin Baby, Jacqueline Wilson
177. Fantastic Mr. Fox, Roald Dahl
178. Lolita, Vladimir Nabokov
179. Jonathan Livingstone Seagull, Richard Bach
180. The Little Prince, Antoine De Saint-Exupery
181. The Suitcase Kid, Jacqueline Wilson
182. Oliver Twist, Charles Dickens
183. The Power Of One, Bryce Courtenay
184. Silas Marner, George Eliot
185. American Psycho, Bret Easton E
186. The Diary llisOf A Nobody, George and Weedon Gross-mith
187. Trainspotting, Irvine Welsh
188. Goosebumps, R. L. Stine
189. Heidi, Johanna Spyri
190. Sons And Lovers, D. H. Lawrence
191. The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Milan Kundera
192. Man And Boy, Tony Parsons
193. The Truth, Terry Pratchett
194. The War Of The Worlds, H. G. Wells
195. The Horse Whisperer, Nicholas Evans
196. A Fine Balance, Rohinton Mistry
197. Witches Abroad, Terry Pratchett
198. The Once And Future King, T. H. White
199. The Very Hungry Caterpillar, Eric Carle
200. Flowers In The Attic, Virginia Andrews
201. The Silmarillion, J.R.R. Tolkein
202. The Eye of the World, Robert Jordan
203. The Great Hunt, Robert Jordan
204. The Dragon Reborn, Robert Jordan
205. Fires of Heaven, Robert Jordan
206. Lord of Chaos, Robert Jordan
207. Winter's Heart, Robert Jordan
208. A Crown of Swords, Robert Jordan
209. Crossroads of Twilight, Robert Jordan
210. A Path of Daggers, Robert Jordan
211. As Nature Made Him, John Colapinto
212. Microserfs, Douglas Coupland
213. The Married Man, Edmund White
214. Winter's Tale, Mark Helprin
215. The History of Sexuality, Michel Foucault
216. Cry to Heaven, Anne Rice
217. Same-Sex Unions in Premodern Europe, John Boswell
218. Equus, Peter Shaffer
219. The Man Who Ate Everything, Jeffrey Steingarten
220. Letters To A Young Poet, Rainer Maria Rilke
221. Ella Minnow Pea, Mark Dunn
222. The Vampire Lestat, Anne Rice
223. Anthem, Ayn Rand
224. The Bridge To Terabithia, Katherine Paterson
225. Tartuffe, Molière
226. The Metamorphosis, Franz Kafka
227. The Crucible, Arthur Miller
228. The Trial, Franz Kafka
229. Oedipus Rex, Sophocles
230. Oedipus at Colonus, Sophocles
231. Death Be Not Proud, John Gunther
232. A Doll's House, Henrik Ibsen
233. Hedda Gabler, Henrik Ibsen
234. Ethan Frome, Edith Wharton
235. A Raisin In The Sun, Lorraine Hansberry
236. ALIVE!, Piers Paul Read
237. Grapefruit, Yoko Ono
238. Trickster Makes This World, Lewis Hyde
240. The Mists of Avalon, Marion Zimmer Bradley
241. Chronicles of Thomas Convenant, Unbeliever, Stephen Donaldson
242. Lord of Light, Roger Zelazny
242. The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay, Michael Chabon
243. Summerland, Michael Chabon
244. A Confederacy of Dunces, John Kennedy Toole
245. Candide, Voltaire
246. The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar and Six More, Roald Dahl
247. Ringworld, Larry Niven
248. The King Must Die, Mary Renault
249. Stranger in a Strange Land, Robert Heinlin
250. A Wrinkle in Time, Madeline L'Engle
251. The Eyre Affair, Jasper Fforde
252. The House Of The Seven Gables, Nathaniel Hawthorne
253. The Scarlet Letter, Nathaniel Hawthorne
254. The Joy Luck Club, Amy Tan
255. The Great Gilly Hopkins, Katherine Paterson
256. Chocolate Fever, Robert Kimmel Smith
257. Xanth: The Quest for Magic, Piers Anthony
258. The Lost Princess of Oz, L. Frank Baum
259. Wonder Boys, Michael Chabon
260. Lost In A Good Book, Jasper Fforde
261. Well Of Lost Plots, Jasper Fforde
261. Life Of Pi, Yann Martel
263. The Bean Trees, Barbara Kingsolver
264. A Yellow Rraft In Blue Water, Michael Dorris
265. Little House on the Prairie, Laura Ingalls Wilder
267. Where The Red Fern Grows, Wilson Rawls
268. Griffin & Sabine, Nick Bantock
269. Witch of Black Bird Pond, Joyce Friedland
270. Mrs. Frisby And The Rats Of NIMH, Robert C. O'Brien
271. Tuck Everlasting, Natalie Babbitt
272. The Cay, Theodore Taylor
273. From The Mixed-Up Files Of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler, E.L. Konigsburg
274. The Phantom Tollbooth, Norton Jester
275. The Westing Game, Ellen Raskin
276. The Kitchen God's Wife, Amy Tan
277. The Bone Setter's Daughter, Amy Tan
278. Relic, Duglas Preston & Lincolon Child
279. Wicked, Gregory Maguire
280. American Gods, Neil Gaiman
281. Misty of Chincoteague, Marguerite Henry
282. The Girl Next Door, Jack Ketchum
283. Haunted, Judith St. George
284. Singularity, William Sleator
285. A Short History of Nearly Everything, Bill Bryson
286. Different Seasons, Stephen King
287. Fight Club, Chuck Palahniuk
288. About a Boy, Nick Hornby
289. The Bookman's Wake, John Dunning
290. The Church of Dead Girls, Stephen Dobyns
291. Illusions, Richard Bach
292. Magic's Pawn, Mercedes Lackey
293. Magic's Promise, Mercedes Lackey
294. Magic's Price, Mercedes Lackey
295. The Dancing Wu Li Masters, Gary Zukav
296. Spirits of Flux and Anchor, Jack L. Chalker
297. Interview with the Vampire, Anne Rice
298. The Encyclopedia of Unusual Sex Practices, Brenda Love
299. Infinite Jest, David Foster Wallace.
300. The Bluest Eye, Toni Morrison.
301. The Cider House Rules, John Irving.
302. The Secret Life of Bees, Sue Monk Kidd
303. Stones for Ibarra, Harriet Doerr
304. Stones from the River, Ursula Hegi
305. Meridian, Alice Walker
306. The God in Flight, Laura Argiri
307. The Year of Ice, Brian Malloy
308. Frost the Fiddler, Janice Weber
309. Secret Life of Eva Hathaway, Janice Weber
310. The Wedding, Dorothy West
311. Coffee Will Make You Black, April Sinclair
312. A Widow for One Year, John Irving
313. Hotel New Hampshire, John Irving
314. Valley of the Dolls, by Jacqueline Susann.
315. Growth of the Soil, Knut Hamsun
316. The Glass Bead Game, Herman Hesse
317. Nova Express, William S. Burroughs
318. Fierce Invalids Home From Hot Climates, Tom Robbins
319. You Shall Know Our Velocity, Dave Eggers
320. The Structure of Atonal Music, Allen Forte
321. Lamb, Christopher Moore
322. Ragtime, E.L. Doctorow
323. Don't Sleep With Your Drummer, Jen Sincero
324. Tales of the City, Armistead Maupin
325. Dragonflight, Anne McCaffrey
326. The Warrior's Apprentice, Lois McMaster Bujold
327. A Wizard of Earthsea, Ursula K. LeGuin
328. Drawing Blood, Poppy Z. Brite
329. Neverwhere, Neil Gaiman
330. Luck in the Shadows, Lynn Flewelling
331. The Curse of Chalion, Lois McMaster Bujold
332. Transformation, Carol Berg
333. The New Spring, by Robert Jordan
334. The Redemption of Althalus, by David and Leigh Eddings
335. The Moreau Factor, by Jack L. Chalker
336. Undaunted courage : Meriwether Lewis, Thomas Jefferson, and the opening of the American West, by Stephen E. Ambrose
337. A Farewell to Arms, by Ernest Hemingway
338. Sister Carrie, by Theodore Dreiser
339. The Love Artist, by Jane Alison
340. The Neverending Story, Michael Ende
341. A Fine and Private Place, Peter S. Beagle
342. Gypsyworld, Julian Thompson
343. Sense and Sensibility, Jane Austen
344. The Exorcist, William Peter Blatty
345. The Sun Also Rises, Earnest Hemmingway
346. Breakfast of Champions, Kurt Vonnegut
347. Power of One, Bryce Courtenay
348. Lysistrata, Aristophanes
349. In Her Shoes, Jennifer Weiner
350. Beach Music, Patrick Conroy
351. The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath
352. Strip City, Lily Burana
353. The Da Vinci Code. Dan Brown
354. Out of the Corner of His Eye, Dean Koontz
355. All of Me, Maureen
356. The Chrysalids, John Wyndham
357. The Giver, Lois Lowry
358. This Way to the Gas Ladies and Gentleman, Tadeusz Borowski
359. Age of Innocence, Edith Wharton
360. Oral History, Lee Smith
361. The Sound and the Fury, William Faulkner
362. She's Come Undone, Wally Lamb
363. Pigs in Heaven, Barbara Kingsolver
364. Sex and the City, Candace Bushnell
365. The Inferno, Dante
366. The Dragonlance Chronicles (all three books)
367. The Dark Elf Trilogy, R.A. Salvatore
368. Hook, Terry Brooks
369. The Regulators, Richard Bachman
370.Lullaby,Chuck Palahniuk
371. Diary,Chuck Palahniuk
372. Nine Stories, JD Salinger
373. Franny adn Zooey, JD Salinger
374.salughter-House Five, Kurt Vonnegut
375. Girl, interuppted,
376.The Perks of Being a Wallflower


Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 08:14 pm
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Survey Others Fill Out About You
Found on a random website

1. What do you think is my real name?
2. How old do you think I am right now?
3. On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like me as a friend?
4. On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like me as for than a friend?
5. On a scale of 1 to 10, what would you rate my looks?
6. On a scale of 1 to 10, what would you rate my personality?
7. Do you think I'm insane? Or..have I ever been?
8. If you had the money, would you come visit me?
9. Would you kiss me?
10. Would you do more than that?
11. What city and country was I born in?
12. Who do you think was my first online friend?
13. What kind of things make me happy?
14. What kind of mood am I usually in?
15. How often to I get mood swings?
16. What kind of things make me upset/depressed?
17. What pisses me off?
18. What few words make me happy inside?
19. Would you buy me a valuable item for no real reason?
20. Do you love me?
Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 07:52 pm
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YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET+STREET YOU LIVE ON):   
Micki Pondside

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVOURITE SNACK FOOD+GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME):  Candy Joe         

YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT+FAVOURITE RESTAURANT): Thank Fazolee


EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (FAVORITE SPICE+LAST FOREIGN VACATION SPOT) Rosemarry Ludington


SOCIALITE ALIAS: (SILLIEST CHILDHOOD NICKNAME+TOWN WHERE YOU FIRST PARTIED) Ash-Bash Pinckney


"FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (FIRST INITIAL+FIRST TWO OR THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME) A Bow


ICON ALIAS: (SOMETHING SWEET WITHIN SIGHT+ANY LIQUID IN KITCHEN)
Cookie juice

DETECTIVE ALIAS: (FAVORITE BABY ANIMAL+WHERE YOU WHEN TO HIGH SCHOOL) Pup Pinckney


BARFLY ALIAS: (LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE+YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK) Chocholot Daqari


SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (MIDDLE NAME+STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED)
Marie Richard

ROCK STAR ALIAS: (FAVORITE CANDY+LAST NAME OF FAVORITE MUSICIAN)
Gummi Bear Lennon
Aug. 15th, 2004 @ 07:52 pm
» ...
Something about branodn and all this stuff gives me a bad feeling. i know his it's his best friend, and that he'll need brandon, but i can definatly see him and brandon spending like every moment together. as it is, i don't see/talk to brandon too much, and things have been far from smooth sailing this summer. And not to mention, a lot of the time when they hang out together a lot, brandon gets kinda jerky. sigh...does this make sense, or do you think i'm just being irrational and selfifh?
Jul. 20th, 2004 @ 07:21 pm
» i need a life...

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Wants to have your babies joshhouse64
Is trying to kill you sunnydaystrlite
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Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 07:47 pm
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LJ Username
LJ friend who likes you the most ponderingidiot
LJ friend who wants to meet you unholy_ghost
LJ friend who has a crush on you emier
LJ friend who looks up to you angeldragon
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Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 07:31 pm
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Jun. 25th, 2004 @ 04:52 pm
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so yeah. my week.

Saturday: my party. pretty fun. played to most amusing game of vollyball ever...i think i like Chris(brnadon's best friend) a little bit more, it was sweet of him to come to my party. It was nice. saw lots of family i didn't really know i had, got lots of money.

Sunday: Went to brnadon's B-day party at his granma's sister's house. He's 19 now! He's so old. lol. then went to see Shrek 2 with him(finally) went to mijer's ant bought a Sheryl Crow CD that i can't stop listening to.

Monday: sat around pretty bored. started Thank you cards.

Tuesday: more thank you cards as well as more sitting.

Wendseday: more TY cards.Started making a web site with my sister Finally was able to see Brandon. He came over for a little while at night. .

Thurday: worked on afore mentioned Web-site. Kinda had fun with Sam...scary, i know.

Friday: so far, talked to brnadon a little and tried to get a job. blech.

Saturday: Grad. Parties!


~Notice that lack of brandon. It sucks. i feel like we are in an almost long distance relationship. I only talk to him for MAYBE about an hour a day, and don't see him very much. Last weekend was a fluck due to the parties. This is so annoying.
Jun. 25th, 2004 @ 03:36 pm
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Choose a band and answer only in song titles/lyrics from that band.

Sheryl Crow...so she's not a band, but oh well.


***Are you female or male:

She don't believe in anything
But it you ask her, she'll say
There's plenty of things to believe in

***Describe yourself:

Here she comes, she's all dressed up in daises
Half the time, you'd swear that she is crazy

***How do you feel about yourself:

I'm just an ordinary woman
Slipping away


I'm going crazy
A little at a time
And everything I wanted
Is now driving me away


***Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:

I thought you were singing your heart out to me
Your lips were syncing and now I see

***Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:

Well, there's no one else I would rather be kissing


He's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see his face
It takes me away to that special place
He's got eyes of the bluest skies
And if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
His hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine


***Describe where you want to be:
This is home, home
And this is home, home
This is home

I'd like to see the Riviera
And slowdance underneath the stars
I'd like to watch the sun come up
In a stranger's arms


***Describe what you want to be:

anything but down

I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna tell everyone
To lighten up (I'm gonna tell 'em that)
I've got no one to blame

***Describe how you live:

Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign
I get a little bit closer to feeling fine


***Describe how you love:
After all I Won't let go

Until you're safe and sound
Until you're safe and sound
There's beauty in release
There's no one left to please
But you and me



***Share a few words of wisdom:

Dance children, dance to the beat
Wanna be a hippy cause life is so sweet
Good morning hate
Dance children, dance to the beat
Wanna rock and roll up and down the street,
I've got a message

Love is a good thing
Love is a good, love is a good,
Love is a good thing
Jun. 22nd, 2004 @ 01:49 pm

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